WAAAHHHH…. aaahhhhh!….. wattaa day!…. I’ve been to seven places in just ONE day… hmmmm….not actually, but it’s still within batangas city, Philippines… Honestly, I’m planning to do summer jobs this summer vacation….like ummm…work in a fastfood resto…or perhaps become a SUMMER DJ again….lol…I hate my name last year,…my senior DJ gave me that name, and it sucks!…aahhh!  but al least, many people still remember me for that name… "DJ  COOKIE" …. hey,not that cookie monster in sesame street huh! … hahahaha… Hmmm…I wonder what name will I use this summer… is it, DJ  Trixie?…DJ  Rei Xi  … or maybe  DJ  Sean….waaahhhhh…juzzz kiddin’…. I went to my couzins house this morning,…the to  Tita Esther’s house….then to MCDONALD’s  batangas, with my cute little couzin (Bea)….we  ate  lunch  together and sat beside Macdonald…unfortunately, I forgot to bring my digicamera, Bea was really having fun…  then next stop is to BAY RADIO,…(IT WAS RAINING CATS AND DOGS!) and I was so embarrased coz’ I was soaking wet…well,my shoes & my socks and half of my feet was actually WET… IT RAINed  until 5pm…. By the way, we went to the LORD’S VINEYARD  SWIMMING  POOL… Ms. Nora—the coach of MILO  wasn’t there so  BEA  and I just stayed there until  5:40pm…when the rain stopped… As I was watching those tiny raindrops, it reminds me of my dad… I suddenly had a flashback of my PAST….and it hurts me so much….it was that very day, December 4, 2001 — A RAINY  TUESDAY — WHEN  MY  FATHER  DIED  WITHOUT  ME  KNOWING…  I was in LIPA, joing the Regional Press Conference for Journalism… (I used to be the photojournalist of our school…) I stayed there for 5 days until the awarding… it was Monday to Friday… and my dad died in a car accident on a TUESDAY night… I was only 11 years old…all I could remember is the feeling of sorrow, grief, and hatred…. I asked GOD,… "WHY  DID  YOU  LET  THIS  HAPPEN? IF  YOU  LOVE  ME  THEN  WHY  DID  YOU  TOOK  MY  DAD"… it seems like my world was falling apart…I just couldn’t accept it… there are so many BAD people in this world,…why did GOD took away the ONLY person CLOSE TO MY HEART…. it was so hard for me to move on… At first, I thought it was the end of my dreams, my life, my happiness…but I WAS  WRONG …  IT  WAS  ONLY THE  BEGINNING … I  WAS  SO  SELFISH  because  I only thought of my feelings, i never considered the sorrow and sadness of my MOTHER, my little sister and my little brother… I  REALIZED  THAT  THERE  ARE  ALSO  OTHER  PEOPLE  WHO  ARE  EXPERIENCING  THE  SAME  OR  EVEN  WORSE… I  LEARNED  TO  STAND  ON  MY  OWN  FEET,…TO  STRUGGLE  AND  SURPASS THE TRIALS  OF  LIFE… AND  MOST   OF  ALL,…  I  BECAME  CLOSER  TO GOD… (to be continued)…